nothing is too weird.
liquid confidence.
i look different but i'm just like everyone else. i'm normal
fuck mumbles.
how many minutes should i wait until i text back?
dont talk to me at all.
stop.shut up. this is our conversation
write what you choose to say
giggle giggle sip sip
i like thinking out loud but you think i mean what i say but i never really do. i'velied to you my whole life. i dont stand for anything or believe in anything that i say i do. how do you feel about that?
tssss tssss tsssss.
stop lying jessica.
my mind is way to blurry, everything fuzzy, i don't like it but i cant stop making it that way, so lets talk about this liquid confidence.
it makes me vomoit out words that i mean
and i dont want people to know what i really mean
i dont get why we regret it the morning after
if thats the honest truth.
why can't we be honest without liquid confidence?
we mask it with lies white and black.
it's silly.
and thats why i want to drink all of the time. so i can vomit all over you.
its funny to have thoughts and words come out of my finger tips.
my mouth has no purpose right now, its just there taking up space on my face.
hurtingggg.or hungry? ouch
i love sarah she's so weird.
i am too but she understands how to be weird which is also know as
being yourself.
no one acts like themself because they don't know how to
sarah and i are considered weird because we dont give a fuck and do things
publicly
that "normal" people would
do behind a closed bathroom door.
we should just drink some more vodka.
i dont know
romeo and juliet one?
i can't stop thinking about nude.
heh ehe heheh
i know me neither.
wait sarah has an idea
wierd? whats weird? who decides.
its basically rebeling
society has rules and certain ways people should do or be like
wierd is breaking through these actions into another level, an unfamiliar one and uncommon at that.

you want me?
so come on and break the door down,
ill be waiting
why did i say cock, thats awkward



my ears dont drum any more.
they are non drumming ears
so i guess they wont be in the band this year

i'm so indecisive.
i like leaves.
i'm not scared to give him that stpid present.
especially that i'm drunk know.
hey what did you tell them?
i dont knoww.
pshhh....
you just forgot?
yeah
i want to see my brain, i want to know how it works
i want to follow my thoughts through the noodles and make sure that each thought gets safley to its destination. then ill tuck it in and kiss it goodnight.
what are feelings? they are invisible and still worse then any other visible thing out there. we cant touch it we cant see it we cant smell it.
i have a pain in my brain
silence is a bore
jessicas a hore
i want to pass out on the floor
caring is creepy
im not sleepy
fuck your teepee
were going peepee
i feel like sunglasses at night. useless but still fashionable